KEVIN MARTIN Obituary

Hey little man, today is your one-year anniversary. I can´t believe it´s one year that we have gone without you. To me it seems like it´s just yesterday when you left us. Miss you today as if I miss you the first day I sit here and I ponder and I remember everything that happened when I first did it you left I miss you with my whole heart and I love you today. We are having a little memorial for you in your name and I know it´s gonna kill you but we just want to remember you and keep you strong hearts. I love you my little man and I´m showing me to again which I hope will be soon. I love you with all my heart.

Hey Little Man,
It is coming up on a year since you have left us. My heart is still aching today as if it was the the first day. I can still see everything that happen that day. It is still so fresh in my mind. I closes mind and it is if I am still there. My heart is still aching to this day. Yu are the love of my life.

Hello my little man I know it´s been a while since I wrote to you it´s been seven months since you were gone and I´m still having a hard time with it. I just can´t believe that you were not here with us. It breaks my heart every day when I look out at that hot tub and remember everything that went on that day and remember seeing a woman woke up with you in her arms knowing that there was a possibility that you had not made it and then going to the hospital and sitting there waiting for them to come out and tell us what is going on it broke my heart and they had to come out and tell daddy that you had passed away he took it so hard I thought he was gonna pass out I miss you and we all miss you so much every day it´s so hard for everyone every day little man just trying to get through each day it´s so hard I need you to be near your sister this week because of all that she´s been going through and she need your help be by her side please and help her get through this week especially Saturday. And just to let you know that Bree Brees Birthday is Friday so it would be nice if you can send her a little something let her know you´re thinking of her I think that would be great some Little sighting or something so she knows you´re around her that would be fantastic so she knows her little guy is with her. I just wanted to come on here and let you know that I did not forget you that you´re in my thoughts in my prayers every day when I go over the house Baxter and I go outside on the sunporch and we talk to you and I say my prayers with you every day I love and miss you my little man more than you could know but I do believe that I will see you one day in the near future. Love and miss you mom mom

Hey my little man I´m sorry I´ve been a while I just wanted to say merry Christmas happy new year and I really missed you during the holidays it was a horrible time for everybody but we finally got through it. Especially daddy he was looking at your video from last Christmas and it completely tore him up. We all miss you a little Men especially my mom I wish I could´ve been sitting on the floor with you while you opened your gifts with the rest of the kids it was so hard to sit there and not see you down there with them it broke my heart. It was such a hard day for us my heart is aching and I don´t know how to fix it buddy. The rest of the week I just stayed in bed and didn´t go out and didn´t do anything I didn´t want to eat or do anything was a really hard week for me and then with New Year´s coming up which was poppies birthday that was another thing that hit me really hard. I stayed home and I had my Chinese food as we always did and I was hoping that by talking to him I´ve made sure that he was taking care of you and that the two of you were together and everything would be fine with you and him up there and I wished him a happy birthday. I miss the both use very much and I wish I could be with both use but one of these days it will happen and I will be with both you and we will be back together all three of us. But for now I have to take care of your brother and sisters and I have to be here for them. I love you with all of my heart and tell poppy I said hello. Love you Mom mom

Hi my little man
It´s me again mom mom writing to let you know that I´m still here and I´m missing you and I love you so my heart it´s been five months since you loved us and it just seems like it was yesterday nothing has changed everything just stays the same we are all still brokenhearted that you were not here. This week is thanksgiving and we are all spending over the house with daddy so he´s not alone every time I think it´s sitting down at the table without you makes me sick to my stomach I just wish that you would be here with us I know you´re here with us in spirit but I want you to be here physically like you should be you should´ve never been taken away from us such a stupid stupid error in somebody else´s Fault. I wish I had I never loved a day I wish I stayed with you and I could´ve watched you in the hot tub but that didn´t happen and sometimes I am so sorry that I wasn´t there for you I love you more than words can say and I miss you every day and I sit out on the deck and talk to you and I say prayers for you hoping that one day soon I will join you. I miss you more than you´ll ever know one day soon bud I will meet you love you mom mom

My little man is my mama I´m just writing to you tell you I miss you so much it´s been three months today and you are gone from us I am missing you so much it breaks my heart to know that you were not here with us I cry myself to sleep every night knowing that I miss your beautiful smile and I can´t hold you or I can´t hug you and I miss your beautiful kisses I don´t know what else to say because if I talk to you I wanna cry my eyes out I miss you so much little guy I hope that we meet soon one day

Hi Little Man,
It's me Mom Mom just coming to write to you again. I miss you so much. I just wanted to tell you that I see those beautiful doves that are on Daddy's roof for the past few days I hope that is you coming to visit me. I won't be their that much only later on your sisters and brother started school today so I won't be there all day but I do hope to see your beautiful yellow butterfly.
This morning I woke you are 3 and when I did I saw your beautiful smiling back at me at first I was frightened and then I was wondering what
you needed. Please come back to me again so that this time I won't be so scared. Me heart is still beating so fast at the thought that I saw you face this morning. It may have been just a dream but it was so real.
I love you my little man and since you are gone there is a hole in my heart that I can not fill. You were my life.

Hi little man it's Mommom,
I had to come to talk to you today to tell you that I miss you very much and I am having a real hard time with you not being here with us. I miss you beautiful smile and that great laugh. I know that you are coming to me in the beautiful white butterfly that I see every day and also the red breasted robin the sits on daddy's roof that talks to me everyday. Keep coming to me so that I know that you are ok. And please tell poppy that I said the I love you both. I will talk to you again soon. Love you to the back of the moon.

I cried myself to sleep last night thinking of you. If you only knew how much you were missed. I asked Papi send me a message that you were with him and he sent down The bird with the red breast that always appeared to me and that´s what I asked him to do Kays and I are both standing on the deck when he appeared to us so I know that you were with him and I know that he will take care of you it´s a little consolation but I feel better knowing you were with him. You keep sending us signs of all the butterflies on daddy`s garden I miss you so much little man some days I can hardly breathe it hurts so bad this is the only way I can get my feelings out talking to you. Know that you will always be in my heart and then I will always love you and miss you forever. Love you my mom mom

hi baby kevin
sometimes i really wish it was a huge nightmare. and that i would eventually wake up to see you downstairs playing with monster trucks and hearing youtube monster trucks on the tv. but it´s not a nightmare it´s real. i just wish i could give you a hug one last time. i would have never thought in a million years that you wouldent be here. i love you so much kevin and i know you will be ok with poppy. i love you bud.

My baby boy
You sister Kaelyn just wrote the most beautiful letter to you. I wish that you could read it. It talks about how you are her best friend and how she used to play with and you made her laugh all the time. Little man she misses you so much as we all do a piece of us is missing. You held a special place in our heart and it is broken and it will be forever. Rest little guy until we meet again.
Love you Mommom

My words are inadequate to express how heavy my heart is for your loss. As I sit here trying to think of words of encouragement and empathy I can only think of how ineffective they would be in these early days of your grief. Just know I am holding your family up in prayers of comfort and peace and will continue to do so. May God keep you close to His Heart in these and all the days going forward.
Beth Grigg

My baby boy words can not express how much my heart is broken. I will never hear you again call my name or ask me to buy you monster trucks. This was just was just not suppose to happen. I hope you are safe with Poppie I know that he will take care of you. Love you to the back of the moon. Mommom

My deepest condolences to the Martin Family for the loss of your Son, Kevin Jamison, and pray God gives you comfort, peace and strength during this difficult time.

Truly sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers. May God comfort you during this difficult time.

Daddo I keep hoping I´m going to wake up and this was all a bad dream and I´m going to walk through the door and you will say "daddy´s home" and run up and give me a big hug! I miss you so much, I miss talking about monster trucks and taking the dog for a walk together. But most of all I miss your smile, even when I had a bad day coming home to you made it all better. You were and will always be my best friend, my man, my guy! I love you to the moon and back! I promise I will see you soon and until then Poppy will keep an eye on you in heaven!

I can not find words to console you, my heart hurts for this amazing family who i always loved, May he rest in peace, and may you find the courage to live each day

Death leaves a heartache, no one can heal. Love leaves a memory, no one can steal. Unknown. Keep the memories of Kevin close to your heart and he will be with you forever. My deepest condolences and prayers for the Martin family.